While carrying you inside me, I might have to face lots of challenges, being a working mother, starting from arranging nutritious food not only for me but for you as well, struggling the deadline to reach office on time in the horrible Bangalore traffic and then sitting in office for 8.5 hours and fulfil my responsibilities as an employee apart from morning sickness, tiredness and nausea. I thank you for choosing me your mother and make me feel complete as a women. I still think sometimes, till you are in my womb all your wishes are nothing but my mine I am carrying you with me in office, making you learn virtually data analytics and machine learning. I carry you with me to movie, shopping, ice cream anywhere and you like an obedient child come with me without adding your preferences. But as you grow and come to this world you will have your choice, willingness and preferences. That juncture will be interesting, I need to adjust for you, for your convenience, for your ease, and I am willing to do that. But yes I have earned an identity of myself, I am known not only coz of I am someone's wife or daughter but also because I am somebody, may be very small in this universe but still I have an identity. I would love to enhance my identity as myself and grow in a direction to nurture my identity as well while nurturing you. Things will be clear as the time unfolds , yes waiting for that too :)
Very True. Your identity should always be distinct. You depicted your emotions very nicely.
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